Hello my long lost friends! The above self-portrait, my latest entry in a continuing collaborative among 25 artists, pretty much sums up September for me. As a friend said, "life is just knocking you around a little bit." Yep. Well, wah wah wah. Enough self pity. I've been overwhelmed as of late with life, good and bad, just so very tired, but coming around to balance (well, somewhat) again. Just wanted you to know my absence wasn't planned. I try to give you notice, I know it's so frustrating to keep checking in on a blog that doesn't get updated. Thank you for all your calls and emails of concern. I'm ok. Coming out of my funk. I know I am blessed, I just wasn't feeling it. I'm very thankful for your understanding. xox
Here's the sign in page for the same self-portrait book. The artist made a sign in page with grids for each participant and a slide cover to use for signing in.
So, the house. Thank you, thank you, thank you for all your support and wishes for a quick sale (so far two offers that went nowhere. But all the feedback has been the same as yours.) You make this girl feel very good with your sweet words. I'm glad that you understood that a lot of "us", the personality of the house has been removed, cuz it looks a bit barren to me. Just trying to make it so that everyone feels that they could bring their own style of decorating in too. That the house has good bones and character that would work with lots of looks.
The funny thing is, when we removed lots of the funky/special antique things, it looks way too feminine to me. I am anxiously awaiting decorating a new home. I plan on introducing a bit of industrial/modern things along with things like treasured French antique chandeliers. I am also going to take some photos to see what things look like overall, because after taking the photos, you see more like a stranger sees it; you see more of the big picture, not just focusing on a few favorite things in a room. (Kinda like how I see myself in the mirror one way, and then a completely different (of course, worse) way in a photo.) You might want to try it, tell me if you see your home differently in a photo vs. your mind's eye.
So, here are some more house photos, the one above is obviously the kitchen. Very plain, very white. I love white. If I could have, I would have switched my counters to Carrera marble., and let it age like an old French bistro...yum. But it's fine the way it is. In Rachel Ashwell's book where she remodels her home and takes you through her thought process, she says something about things being "good enough", not obsessing about the perfect faucet etc. (I'd give you the exact quote, but the book is packed away). I just really liked the concept and how "real" it makes a home. Although, I could also go on about the merits of finding the perfect faucet too, so, who knows.
Here are some close ups of the counter in the above photo. I know how much I hate it when in a magazine I see something that I want to see more closely, but can't, and above it seems fuzzy.
Since it's October now, the cloche looks like this today:
and here's the staircase that you've seen before here:
Ok, it's nice to be back in the swing of things, blog-wise. I must go try to catch up on other things now. Here's hoping for a great October for us all!